MIRACLES happens if You beLieVe..

2012-01-15T15:51:00.001+08:00

sometimes, i keep thinking whether i made the wrong choice.
why, my mind keeps thinking of negative stuffs.
reaally admire friends who are optimistic..

i think i should be noisy too. why, when in groups, like really nothing to talk about?

teach me how to talk.

2012-01-02T14:25:00.002+08:00

since the gathering, everything felt different.

everything.

even being together as a class for 2 yrs,

we feel so awkward.

the feeling of being together as a class wasn't there anymore.

hate this..

so many things to say, but didn't feel it is the right time to say it.

wonder who can i say my troubles to?

well everyone living their own lives now.

that is the difference between 18 and 19 years old.

you dun what the crap they talking.

i think i need to change.

should not linger around anymore.

i feel so left-out.

maybe i dun want to go out again.

maybe maturity hits me ,hard.

friends will not be around with you forever.

My song 2

2011-08-19T09:52:00.000+08:00

My crush, William(just a name to make this song sound nicer)
That was (*pauses) my first kiss
I have given to you
I hope you love me for sure ohh
Don’t be a heartbreaker, my glass heart will shatter
My heart is with you

We started getting around
Without rules and we get out
We played, spending our day,(*pause) together
Time passed by so quickly
We have to be apart again
I hope to see you next day
(say it fast) but I rather hope that time would stop

CHOURS
My life centered within you
My smile can’t start without you
My eyes can’t see without you by my side
I can’t sleep, eat and drink
I can’t breathe in my dreams
I am one without a soul
Still remember

That was (*pauses) my first kiss
I have given to you
I know you love me for sure ohh
My glass heart was protected, by you, my knight William
That why, I love you even more

My life centered within you
My smile can’t start without you
My eyes can’t see without you by my side
I can’t sleep, eat and drink
I can’t breathe in my dreams
I am one without a soul

Now that you are gone
I am a living dead
The world stills spinning around

My tears would swell again
When I stand before you
All the memories would (slow down) replay
I miss you even more, each day…

songs composed my me.. which it has a lot of problems

2011-07-30T11:00:00.002+08:00

WHY?
The day we started to meet..
Was the place that we clicked
I was an introvert and you are an optimist
From day one, I started to tell
Everything that I like...aye
And you take note of me,
Everything in NB (notebook)
That time I didn’t know
That you are such a freak
You started telling tales
Rumors about me and him
Betrayal was in my mind
I wanted to shout
(chours)
Whyy whyy hey
Why did you do that , what do you want from me?
Whyy whyy hey
Why am I standing there gonna cry... aye
You should be the one and my stupidity would be paying
Why why hey?
And I just gonnnna pay..aye
You and I
Just gonna to be right hey

I just hate, missing you
In-my-day
I just miss, the hug that you give to anybody
I’m gonna be, a lonely baby, walking down the street
Why why hey
Where did I go wrong?
Why did you hate me?
I wanna forgive you in my mind, hurting my heart
I wanna forget you and all the memories
I will not miss you,will not find you, will not hate you
I just want you to know that we aren’t friends, anymore
I *pause* just want you to know that we aren’t friends anymore.

haha, first time trying..

2011-07-21T11:12:00.002+08:00

I want to watch Harry Potter.. i just want to end the whole harry potter thingy..
since i have watched all the movies already..
probably gg to watch it by myself..

a lot of things not settled..

why didn't you reply, friends?

there is a lot of things to say, but i duno how to start..

maybe i should go to the beach, where i can relax and find my equilibrium again..

then maybe i want to meet up friends, but i duno what to say everytime..

i am fine, really :)

my vacation

2011-06-24T10:36:00.002+08:00

Back from China for a week now..
But my mind is still in China
this trip to china really let me realise and treasure a lot of things
previously that i went back, i dun even know who are my cousins etc
this time, i am older now, they also grew too, i can remember them--names, relationship to me
in my hometown, they dun talk Chinese, they speak Hokkien which they call-- 'min nan yu'
they can also speak chinese ok?
China really change a lot, now i realise that i learn CSE hasn't been a waste

travelling time to the place we are staying including the air travel-- 7 hours plus

Food there is ok, still acceptable but there are a little spicy food there--once i ate their curry chicken, their curry is sweet, taste very weird.. ate a lot of food there which i never tried before
below are some examples that i ate, some are really disgusting, are you ready to see it(wrote in white) beef, mutton,pigeon, rabbits, jellyfish-- some is i really duno after i ate it.

pardon me.. :P they taste nice, you dun even know what you are eating after they tell you..

but if you were to go to somebody's house to eat, they cook really nice food.. their rice, vegetables, meat and eggs all taste different cos they either plant it themselves or they never put anything preservatives, 药物。

mountains there are cut down to build houses and roads.. mind you, their houses are a lot nicer and better than singapore's condominium..

air quality still ok there, but can smell the petrol of the cars. noisy too..

the river in front of where we stayed dry up because (this is what i heard) they going to destroy a bridge that is old and scared may pollute the river's quality.. hope that it is true.

and i am 20 years old there in the lunar calender, my lunar birthday is 18/9.. haha
i looked so immature there, as china people there look very mature in looks or thinking.. my cousin, 22, has his own car and drive us around.

they smoke a lot, can't stand the smell there, and if you are a guy who reach a certain age, they offer you cigarettes and when you meet people like elders,for a guy, you have to offer them cigarettes too as a form of respect, have to buy..

China people are generous in terms of treating you to dinner or gave you red packets or gave you presents..

i also went up to the mountains where my father's hometown is, the air there is fresh, nice view. can see swallows there.. there are still lot of ppl living at the mountains.. the water there is cold like 10 degree. they say the water from the mountains are good..

there are a lot of temples there too, have to pray if you visit..

about the toilets--public toilets including shopping centres, anywhere besides people's house have no doors and you have to squat

the pace there are slow unlike singapore.. all these mentioned above is when i go to a small town in quanzhou..

now is fujian, one of the largest cities--xiamen
the whole place look like orchard road.. branded shops like (i think there is) gucci,espirit,cartier, addidas, nike etc there.. there also got KFC and McDonalds' there too, but their food are different to suit the taste of the chinese.. the things there are more expensive..

people there speak chinese-- they dun answer you if you speak hokkien..
buildings that are almost of condominiums.. roads there are clean, there are trees all around, like you are living in Singapore there.. a lot of 'ang mohs' there too.. cars dun often horn..

the beach there are quite clean.. and also very big.. the sea breeze very nice..
went to amusement park there.. for the first time, i took a ride for the pirate ship. i very scared, didn't know it swinged very high.. maybe you all duno, i am scared of heights, dun dare take out the clothes to dry after hanging them on the bamboo stick.

i dun think i am gg to try to go amusment park again or universal studios to play the rides there..

fun there too, i think that 10 days in china is really too short.. next time i will want to go there during their holidays that when they play all day haha..

PS (their holidays are different from ours and they are having exams now, after exams they have 2 months plus of holidays, so good.. )

i am gg to miss my relatives a lot, and i am gg to miss china..

2011-06-03T11:43:00.002+08:00

I am going overseas..
Back to China
well this time it is gonna be different..
We are going to xiamen.. (besides my hometown)
going to visit historical places..
I gonna love this man..
It has been a long time that i went overseas..
Must understand that i dun go Malayasia..
So probably after i come back SG, i gg to malaysia, to see how the world is like..
though travelling the same place again, but i have a chance to go overseas..
hahaha..
probably going backpacking to Thailand with my sis..
though i wish to visit places like Japan, England and europe..
that dream would have to leave it for later..
:)

REJECTION

2011-05-19T10:20:00.002+08:00

I GOT THIS FEELING THAT I GOT REJECTED BY BOTH OF THE UNIVERSITY

this morning, i receive that letter of rejection form nus..
then i went to the ntu website.
i realise that their appeal starts on 18 may..
and i haven receive any letters yet..
probably i cannot get into the local university.

HOW? i wish eveything is unreal. how i wish i can turn back time..
when a door shuts, the next door will open..

anyone in the same situation as me? i wonder what to do now..

2011-05-16T09:59:00.001+08:00

got rejected by nus.. need to pray that ntu accept me..now.
but there is no letter sent to me:(

2011-05-03T10:08:00.002+08:00

Now that i realised that at the age of eighteen, i haven done a lot of things..

I haven
1. went to malaysia except the camping at malaysia when i was in sec 3
2. got a laptop
3. got a camera
4. learn to type fast on the keyboard
5. really got good results
6. learn how to do some computer-related thingy like photobucket
7. gone to ice skating
8. learn swimming
9. learn to write with my right hand
10.get to read a lot of fiction books
11. gone to chalet

there is a lot to write.. now i feel so embrassed.. haha. like how could someone really so noob like me..(didn't mean anything else)

so i learn that myself?

wonder who what are some of the things that i haven done yet..

my quote of the day" nothing will change unless you change"

2011-04-20T09:42:00.002+08:00

bored lately.. now i think job is tiring.. headache till i couldn't sleep..

what show to watch, to spend my time away??
any recommendation?

Tell me..

Recently, i never come any outing with my friends, how i really wish i can go. but i cannot take leave on weekends..

xiaoxuan's today weather: heavy drizzle..

2011-04-04T22:41:00.002+08:00

my new job, is actually quite ok, have laughter almost everyday.. i need to save up money to buy things.. can't afford to take leave.. but must say you must really like the job you do cause you can spending most of your time working.. duno why can't get to sleep lately, and also long time never read books le >.<

TeaChing???!!!

2011-03-18T11:32:00.002+08:00

As the application date is getting nearer, i REally have no idea what courses i should choose..
I am thinking of NIE teaching.. but i didn't meet the requirements..
then need to interview, and i need to take the english proficiency test.. $86!!
Then i also duno whether i am suitable for teaching, cause tutoring is different from teaching..
then duno about the interview date for NIE..
then besides that i duno what other courses should i take up for my other choices

why, if i cannot go in anywhere, what should i do?

anyway, what does relief teaching do??

2011-02-25T09:54:00.002+08:00

I receive a weird letter from NUS.. duno what is it about.. anyone receive anything??

and who is gg for any university open house?? I want to go..

2011-02-23T12:17:00.002+08:00

I am REALLY A timid girl..

In a situation like this..

when you are in the living room, reading..
Suddenly a big bee flew into your house...
What you would do??

1) run away and scream, hide inside somewhere
2) try to chase it out of the house
3) kill it!!
4) leave it alone

I realise that my family really make up of very different personalities..

First, i would run away and scream, and will hide in room and toilet and keep shouting, flew out already or die already??

Second, my brave sister would take magazines on the table, or slippers to shoo it away.. and she would not shout..Avoiding the bee, looking like she is dancing samba with the bee cause the bee keep flying towards her.

Third, my two brothers would defintely torture it... aim it with newspaper.. make it is half dead
then use it to scare me or pluck its wings or legs.. then finally step on it, giving it its death sentence..

Then, both of my parents would continue to sit on the sofa and say dun care about it, it would eventually fly out and then after saying it, continue to watch tv..

whoa, only me who act like the bee going to kill me.. then the rest act like heros..

haiz..

2011-02-20T13:10:00.000+08:00

Why is it so difficult to find a job??!!!

2011-02-08T12:12:00.002+08:00

friends gg in NS already, so fast going bald liao..
haha
my life has been wasted, doing nothing..
going find job real soon.
scared of interviews you know. haiz, but the reality is this..

I have to change to become a better person
I dislike my character
but 'ben xing nan yi'
my attitude need to change, my character need to change
I hope I can see the better side of me..
:)

2011-02-01T16:27:00.002+08:00

This morning, I read a book
then I think about why many parents when their child was born,
they are as loving to each other anymore
Like they dun hold hands with each other, like any couples would be..
Instead they would quarrel, then their child suffer...
Why ah?
then why now in my neighourhood, there are still some husband and wife still as loving,
holding hands whenever they go out..
even though their children are already 20+++
How they sustain marriage ah?

I dun have any other meaning, in case you all think of some weird stuff..

Recently busy spring cleaning..
No time to go out
At night still need to teach my siblings their homework...
What a good sister am I!!!

Oh, I want to find job.. If you all finding, tell me!!

2011-01-26T11:59:00.002+08:00

I won't be a doormat anymore..
dreams are not far within your reach,
if you are willing to work harder and persevere..

I like to watch "Dream high" reather than "my princess"
hahaha

I have been really quiet these days..

2011-01-14T18:31:00.002+08:00

Duno if you all have been receiving
the universities's advertisment?
ytd, i received a mail by NTU
a parcel; a calender of 2011 with notes
it was written, wishes you all the best for your future endeavours.
i have been quite pessimistic lately,
keep on thinking what does this line means?
maybe, at the same time they sent letters of acceptance to those who got good results
those who didn't get what-i-get?
i am scared to receive any of my letters.
An uncle tell me that Feb we will know our results..
Haiz, duno why because of this, i can't sleep lately?

have to divert my attention to storybooks.
crap..

2011-01-13T13:30:00.000+08:00

Recently have a bad feeling about my results
What if..
I really duno what to do.

2011-01-06T09:46:00.005+08:00

when i start working, i feel that time really flies so slowly
esp when there is no one in the restaurant,
you have nothing to do
Duno why my collegue say that i looked very nervous
but i dun think so.
Since they are all older than me, i duno how to initate talk, you know. so i am so quiet at work
duno what they can talk about at work

how i wish i can change job soon
how i wish i can go overseas soon..

i want to
but no money :(

want to go to a lot of countries. for now, any country will do. haha

Japan

korea

etc..

i love this song

2011-01-01T14:28:00.003+08:00

this song is by greyson chance, who is only 12 years old..

so talented... i wonder what i have achieved at this age??

hope you will also like this song too

Age is catching up

2010-12-30T11:55:00.002+08:00

ok, BAD NEWS!!
By tmr, we have to buy an adult ezlink card
We have to pay by adult bus/mrt fare..
which is expensive..

Good news is that if you lost your old ezlink card, it would be fine right?
No one would want to see your photos again.
I still duno why some say that my photo on the ezlink card "very cute",
then some say "look like some gangster"
* i think you know who am i talking about..*
it is QUITE CONTRATICTING.
BUT IT IS SO FUNNY.

my parents keep saying that i am reaching 20,
so i need to know and learn a lot of things..
if not, i will get naggings from my parents..

like the incident just now..
my mum says: can you help me buy a packet of sugar from the coffee shop downstairs?
me: ok, which kind? the fine one or the coarse ones?
my mum: middle ones.. (which means not so fine and not so coarse)
me: so is which kind? what if dun have that kind you said?
my mum: you just go down and buy, ask so much for what..
i went down, only saw fine and coarse ones..
then i buy the coarse ones, cause my mum want to make buns
when i came back, my mum said:why you so carse ones, dun have those i ask you to buy one?
then i rebut: dun have, only got fine and coarse
mum: you should have buy the fine ones
me: how i know what you really want, you never say clearly..
then my mum keep nagging,saying that i so old already, still dun how to buy a packet of sugar??

do you all know what type of sugar my mum talking about?
but at least i know there is fone and coarse ones..
maybe some of you still duno :P

the first day of work

2010-12-29T10:07:00.003+08:00

I think i have left a bad impression on my collegues..
Maybe it's because I new there, I a lot of things i duno how to do
customers scold,my in-charge also quite strict too..
i duno how to face them tmr..

working soon

2010-12-26T16:19:00.002+08:00

I am going to work, so soon.
It is so ironic that when you got no job,
you ask yourself how do i spent my time
Then when you have a job,
you ask how do i find time to relax.

now seeing my friends who are working
are working till late at night.
I think i will too.

After 1 month, the pain will soon be gone.
Esp when you received your salary. haha.
i wonder i still can spent time with friends at the end of the year
I wonder if i can go overseas too.
i wonder how i can get rich big time. hahahaaha

will be working next tue.
might not be gg out so often.
and i will have to stand the whole day, wearing uniform?!
even after i have been wearing it after 12 years of education!!??

A TRIP TO SCIENCE CENTRE

2010-12-19T21:37:00.003+08:00

It has been a while since I went out with all my siblings. We went to science centre today, no CSI,dinosaurs exibition :(
I cant recall how long I have not went there.. BuT IT IS STILL GREAT!!

there is sound exibit, breast cancer exbit, crap there is a lot.. i think one that ck would luv most is the mathematics one.. i spent most of my time there.. so fun. Can't believe that i saw chicks hatching today :) so cute.

i realised that you spend the whole there, you cant finish all it in one day.. so many to see and play. it is a good time to spend time there as well..

should go next time.. so nice. pics will be put up soon. my feet ache after all the walking..

my life in revision

I am born in SG. my parents are not SGporean initially. so they have to live in poor conditioned HDB flats when they first reached SG. So, i was born in a poor consitioned home, with many live in the flats where my parents lived. My mum have to worked when she had me, vomitting in the period of her pregnancy. I once saw an acticle that the first 9 months of pregnancy is very important, it decides how healthy and intellifgent a baby would be.. well, maybe it is true..

my mum told me that when i was born, my whole skin is dry, torn and yellow. in addition, one of my legs couldn't move at all. Duno why. So i was placed under some light for days because of my skin condition. my parents also went to some divine people to pray for my leg. Surprisingly, my leg could move after the chanting.. thats why we should believe miracles would happen.

this is what happen during the first few months of my life.. haha, i think it is so naggy. but, i will continue to talk about my childhood stories again.. haha

i am bored

2010-12-18T10:46:00.003+08:00

I should be finding a job, but can't find something that suits me.. i am now stuck at home..

SO BORING, i agree that working can't be any interesting either..

BUT now, my classmates are all working by monday, more difficult to ask them out right.

NOW I SHOULD FIND A JOB REAL SOON..

ANY JOB RECOMMENDATION??? TELL ME.. :)

change blogskins, cause i got nothing better to do.haha

if i have the time, i would post some stories about my life. i believe everyone got a story to tell :)

happy birthday

2010-06-15T15:55:00.002+08:00

ytd, we went jp to celebrate ry 's birthday... bought a bag, watch karate kid(quite nice to watch), went sakae to eat.. thought didn't eat much, but i spent quite a lot... have to save up soon.

recently coop up in my room studying, i also not sure whether things went in my head. went library a couple of times and borrowed books. recently readd this book' success principles for teens' i think it is pretty nice to read, help to improve oneself and attitiude towards life.. people should read this kind of books too :)

gp teacher

2010-04-29T17:05:00.002+08:00

you scolded us because we made you anxous, angry, scared taht we might not make it in A levels. you are all flushed up, with your head turning red.. you mean well, we know. you want everyone to go to the university, we know, that's why you tell us that how to plan time for revision, doing homework..

a solid three hours revision after dinner, at least. mulitple revision of a chapter of certain subjects for these few months.. we have 5 more months left.. SERIOUS WORK TO BE DONE BY NOW..

that's why you want us to start studying gp, every subject we take.. i feel remorseful after your 'lecture' i think our class, everyone do. they went home immediately after your class. they said that they will follow closely to your words, you bet i will too.

after what you have said, i gave some serious thought, i only did my homework over the night.. not much revision done.. i wasted my time to just only doing homeworks. now i wll do revision..

actions speaks louder than words. you said that by mid-year, i have to get at least a D. i not sure how, but i got to give my best- jumping 3 grades within about 2 months.

my teacher pinned great hopes on me, i am not going to let them down. going to work, and never cry again..

till then, jia yous! :)

thank you, mr siraj

2010-04-10T09:46:00.001+08:00

do you think i am hardworking or clever? do you think you really know mw well. i am not srue too. it just make me doubt about my abilities, but i am doing just fine..

for external factors to change, i must change first

2010-04-02T11:10:00.003+08:00

got back results, very devasting... i just hope that everything ytd was unreal..
and maybe no wonder i couldn't sleep for the last 1 or 2 weeks.. i even got weird dreams, reflect in reality ( oppositely). i dun even wish to say anything now.. for now, i am lost in a nightmare- land. i ought to change strategies and do better in MYE.

this may just be an obstacle that i am painfully facing right now.. i dun dare to face the truth.

sorry that i lied.i didn't mean to. i am feeling remorseful

stiff

2010-03-26T10:14:00.002+08:00

Ytd was a bad day.. common test was a test that has proved my incapability, during the cip, i have to make myself strong and working hard& smart.. i duno why our class's competition is so stiff.. becaue once didn't get any As, you are ____.. these words make me wanna cry.. thinking i am not worthy a JC student. seems like a JC route to take just seem so wrong..

making common test an experience, listening to words that perks you up. moving on..
i know i just couldn't turn back now, time doesn't rewind.. ytd words just make me to much to bear. how am i gg to sustain it to A levels? girls have to be stronger than boys too. *the paranoid fear in me..i know you guys dun mean to break anyone's heart

WHAT ARE YOUR VALUES?

2010-03-20T12:01:00.002+08:00

Values are important to us.. what motivates you, what keep you going and what keep you to move away from bad stuffs.. after knowing your values, you will certainly know yourself better..

values are something very important to you.. make sure you take time to think about it.

i, myself still uncertain to label my top values.. what still motivate me is get into university..

my chinese teacher

2010-02-22T20:11:00.002+08:00

my chinese teacher is on the newapaper! i feel so happy when she was on the newspaper.. haven't seen her.. miss her so. :) wish her all the best!!

i bet my class will feel happy for her too..

motivation is needed!

2010-02-06T16:31:00.005+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3QbgOGnbxDo

watching this video, i am touched, though it is a long time uploaded video, but i just want to reiterate the points that we need to finish strong,

hope that will motivate you and keep you moving..

i want to go backpacking, after A levels, but need to work first.. to earn money.. i wish to go Japan first.. long time wish yet not come true.. heard my Gp teacher said that the Japan citizens are really kind and caring.. i am going there to check it out..

i think my classmates are interested to go for a backpacking with each other. probably i will go with them too.. even if it is not Japan, any country are also acceptable too..

i hope that day would really come.

i am jc2 now

2010-01-14T18:23:00.003+08:00

i am j2 now, now that a levels are coming, i am going to reduce my usage of playing com. then i am going to work hard, and going to achieve my aim of AAABB. a pretty HUGE jump from what i got for my promos. i probably choosing business admin..

ok, last thing to say..

our math teacher said that we HAVE TO PERSERVERE AND SMILE MORE OFTEN. that's why he gave us a magnet with happy face on it, to remid us to smile more often.

ck, i have written it olady.. :P

well end of post.. i not gg to touch my blog anymore..

a Brand New Year

2010-01-03T14:37:00.004+08:00

2009 is over, and 2010 has just started its journey. (ya, i know its too late to post this)

2010--youth olympics games
--our 'A' levels :(

--last year of wearing school uniforms

--last year of being a member in OASIS

listing out the general outline of 2010, it seems to be a pretty ____ year for us. (i

duno what to fill up the space.. haha)

have to work hard guys.. let's all get into University of our choice- NTU, NUS, SMU.

No matter which University you get in, don't forget that we are once together, OASIS.

i seem to be a sentimental person. hahas :)

my friends--
1. ry-- always stick together like superglue.. haha. thank you so much for being my friend, patiently teach, learn and joke around.. i should say you are quite a special girl who plays computer games everyday XP. i think everyone agrees too. Jia Yous !

2. bh-- haha, my ah gong/ah ma. thank you for being my friend and your 'grandson'. may continue this relationship forever. thank you when you teach me/ being around and joke around too.. you make my life livelier too :)

3. kt-- my most hardworking friend. always teach me and help in academics.. :) thank you

4. veron, serene-- thank you for being as a gang with bh, ry, and me.. you make the group complete :)

5. li,kj,st,kf-- my PW pals. thank you for being together as a team for a year.. we got good times together too :)

6. ck-- you are probably the most enthusiastic guy that i know if my memory is still intact.. haha
thank you so much for the class activities that you have planned, teach me ( i wonder got a not, just in case) :) i know you got see my blog de.. have to thank you :P

7. for the rest of the class-- thank you so much for being OASIS. :) all the best..

no matter where you are in the future, remember the good memories that you have. it will make you life happier :) remember to smile more often :) :) :P :P

the ping pong story

2009-12-17T15:42:00.004+08:00

Opening my drawer every morning of the day, i always see this bright pink ping pong ball.

*PS-( wanted to remember what my chinese teacher say lest i forget, i hope my class still remember it)

I still remember what my chinese teacher had said about the story behind ping pong ball.

"what is so special about ping pong ball?"
" when it is dent, it will go back to its original shape when placed under hot water/fire.'
' besides this, what else?'
...

' when it is being smacked down hard on the floor, it will bounce even higher, when it is thrown lightly on the floor, it bounced not as high as the previous actions.' she is doing the actions at the same time.

WHAT DOES ALL THESE ACTIONS REPRESENTS?

The fire is like an cold, hard experience which make you as the ping pong ball revert back to its original self. mistakes is a good teacher, never give up.. you will know what is right and wrong. you have learnt your lessons.

The bouncing part stands for the hard work that you have put in. You reap what you sow using the correct studying methods.. you can bounce as high as you want if you put in effort if not, your results will be like a ping pong ball thrown lightly on the floor.

E+C=R

always remember that there are so many people who are same age as you, fighting for scholarship, wins you in studies, good at basically everything.. example like the top scorer for PSLE--290.

she worked hard, dilligently, craves for success, bringing honor to their parents. she started learning English at 10 in primary 3 and score A* for it.

I felt so ashamed. i learnt English for so many years, yet i didn't get a pass in GP lest say a A.

WHY? Why are foreigners so hardworking, humble and SMART in the end?

They know that comnig to a foreign land to study is a opportunity for them to work hard,excel. they know that it is hard for their parents to bring them over to study.. it is for their own sake and future.

Yet, we have everything we got but lack of motivation to study, to win to every aspects of life.

i am so ashamed. i always wanted to make my parents proud but i cannot even do well. i didn't do what it takes to win.

somehow i am a big loser in life. i wasted 16 years of life. i gotta make the best out of it. i going to work hard and score well in A levels. i have to take whatever it takes to do well in my studies.

AND REMEMBER THE PING PONG STORY.

mug

2009-12-13T21:06:00.004+08:00

i want to watch some moives.. haha.. my friend working, duno when is she free to watch? haha. these few days doing homework, at home mugging.. not really.. i haven started revising yet..

sometimes, i wonder why people around you don't understand your feelings, why they hurt your feelings like shit.. heart pain.. i will just see it as aa opportunity to drive me on, to motivate me further..

jia you.. MIRACLES DO HAPPEN IF YOU BELIEVE.

QUOTED BY ALBERT EINSTEIN, my favourite idol,

'THERE ARE TWO WAYS TO LIVE YOUR LIFE -BELIEVING EVERYTHING IS A MIRACLE OR THAT NOTHING IS.'

beliefs make one powerful.. suit my blog a lot..

believe your beliefs..

seems like someday i going to be some philsopher.. motivate people.. like Adam Khoo.. hehe

mugging now..

should i go for the class outing.. lazy to go out and no money to spend.. :(

hmm...

2009-11-30T15:36:00.003+08:00

I have been using the computer almost everyday.. watching dramas, playing games..
noticing that my class, not many online, playing fb..
ALL OF THEM DOING HOMEWORK AND REVISING VERY HARD PERHAPS?

BUT I dun wish to do homework. i still need to revise everything again...
TIME WAITS FOR NO MAN

Next year, would be totally scary.. A levels..

my friends back from the overseas trip.. bought me something.. thanks*
thinking about it, i never went for a oversesas trip organised by school before. hahs..

should start my homework soon..

weeklist

1) do homework!
2) buy printer
3) try not to play as much as before XP

i will try to finish these weeklist so that on saturday i can play for a bit.. haven got out of my house for a while le.. haha

last of all, good luck and all the best!

pw

2009-11-10T10:19:00.001+08:00

pw is over, A levels is coming.. work hard, work hard!!

pw

2009-11-06T22:30:00.002+08:00

my pw starts on mon.. ok, i am very tired, don't feel like doing pw, all i want is to sleep. but i have to perservere and it will be over soon, so i will retain my energy level till then. my throat is so painful.. really by today talking, duno why, getting worse and worse. dun even want to talk now. long time never do maths, chem and phy.. feeling kind of weird.

heard teacher say, our class maybe no one retain.. i duno whether it is a good thingy a not, cause i fail two of my subjects.

recently, i am like not emo anymore leh.. kinda talkative in my pw group. duno why, something just got into me..

i will be doing Q&A now.. half of the pw marks.. such a large percentage. i really hope i can do well. i also hope that everyone will do well too.. joy.

MT- thank you teacher for what you have done!

2009-10-30T22:19:00.002+08:00

today, is the last day i am having Mother Tongue lesson with my Chinese teacher. i am proud to be one of her students. i think that my chinese teacher is the BEST!! haha. i noticed that i have improved a lot since i was in secondary school. REALLY!!
however she is leaving our school and going to teach another school. i am so sad after she said some final words to our class. REALLY, her present to us was a great gift. there are also some rationale of the choice of the present. our class would know about it. it was a meaningful present.

i should also say that she is my best Chinese teacher ever!! when today, she also her speech, i was going to cry le. i really would miss her. i tried to hold back my tears. maybe you may think that i am too sentimental, but really, i am. those who really care about me, i really don't want to leave. life is like that. people whom you are close with will leave, new people start to join into your life. therefore, we must also get in touch with each other.

really, i miss her. my class also decide to write the last diary to her. hope that this would be a good present for her. hope her career life would be smooth. :) i will score well in A levels!

Her ping pong ball would be kept with me forever... i will never forget her words.

2009-10-25T00:42:00.001+08:00

dun ask me anything about promo, i scared i retain.. busy with chinese and pw!!

I WANNA SAY.. A BIG THANK YOU!!

2009-10-13T20:05:00.003+08:00

FIRSTLY, THANKS TO ALL WHO WISHED ME HAPPY BIRTHDAY/ REMEBERED MY BIRTHDAY..! HAHA. though we are apart, yet you still remeber the dates, *tears swelled* haha, thanks! i hope to be promoted to JC2 and get good grades for my A level! i can do it! haha, recemtly, duno why, i feel stress, maybe because my A levels MT and PW coming.. i really duno why i cannot contribute to our project, should say i done the least in my group. very soory, i tried to change, i really tried. i sometimes even angry with myself of not performing well. haha. so now i am REALLY GOing to change, my actions will prove everything. i know that i will not score well in this promos, i haven know the results yet, but i am revising everything aain at home.

lastly.. i hope that our class will all be promoted. i have to do well. ALso thank you!

2009-09-15T18:56:00.002+08:00

this is the guy(kim hyun joong) that my classmates is talking about.. haha, quite like his character in the show.. but not in real life ba... i think in the show, he is very caring and nice towards the girl, haha. i dun think this really happen in real life.. going to choing my H2 subjects le.. wish me luck, i gong to score well in exams!! :) jia you everyone!!

2009-09-12T10:53:00.000+08:00

waht happened to my blog? huh, account inactive, what the...

promos!

2009-09-05T10:54:00.000+08:00

i must agree that this year the time passes so quickly.. i should have studied, should have revised all the chapters everyday.. i regretted. why? why always after people know that when they are going to lose out something then they regretted. why? 3 weeks or so to PROMOS. so important. I HAVE TO GET MY AIMS TO PROMOS.. something that i wrote it out at home last week.. have to study hard. got no time to waste. but always there are times that i wanted to use the computer. there are times that i wanted to score well too. i dun want to retain. knowing that all subjects are pretty bad. i am so sad, i duno the way to score, i duno whether my studying methods are correct a not. i know i have to spend lots of time studying in order to score well. i have to do that. i know. but what if *touchwood* ,i have to repeat another year.. should i have chosen poy in the first place.

i know i shouldn't give up so soon. i will persevere. i sure have to. it is a MUST to score well!!
i should have reflect myself. should know the consequences of studying at the last minute.

2009-08-23T20:58:00.001+08:00

my blog now is made known to my class le.. haha, not secret anymore.. shit la.. haha

SICK!!

2009-08-21T16:16:00.001+08:00

I was terribly sick ytd.. i think i am crazy, well at least half- crazy.. i was cold all over then hot all over.. yet my temperature was 38.1 when i am feeling cold.. duno when i got this virus, maybe got it from my sis ba.. my sis also sick a few days before too. while waiting to see the doctor, i fell asleep, then when the doctor helped me to take my temperature again, it was 38.9!! but yet, i dun feel anything. my brain got 'cooked'!

thank you for mr koh's jacket and care, words of advise :), thank you for asiyah for helping to buy milo and by using class fund to pay for it :), thank you for RY, KT, BH, Veron, CK, LM, ST,KF. well basically, everybody for caring me. hahs! *so grateful* i will get well soon.

haha

2009-08-15T16:23:00.000+08:00

recently, my class is addicted to the game called'猜拳' i think is quite fun also. haha, except for the beating part.. totally painful.. it was totally scary when CK beat KF's hand.. can sense the cry in the air.. luckily i am not a guy haha.. they say i hit not pain leh, REALLY?? next time hit harder.. since i am always so kind.. hehe. RY and ah ma did forfeit by carrying a bag of bowling set and walk around the corridor. they lost thrice. haha. luckily i didn't play with them, if not, i will be so paiseh.. haha. i laugh like crazy as they continue their game after school. they do forfeit by drawing on their hands, ah ma is the worse. even her face also got.. lazy to put up the photos that i have taken ytd. haha, IT IS SO FUNNNNNNNNNYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!

long time to talk

2009-08-11T22:45:00.000+08:00

lol, i long time didn't blog le. haha
blog going to die soon le, should i just abolish it??? no one even tag me, of course, i didn't tell any one of my bloggie. haha. addicted to anime, drama, online games recently.. how??
next week CHEM SPA!! argh!! hope that i will be doing fine. today, physics test was horrible.. duno what to say.. just know that i need to do more physics question. the books that i read given me lots of wisdom.. i hope i can still remember it and apply it in everyday life.hahs.i know is quite random ya..

i failed my gp, next week have to go school at 6.45AM!!

screwed!

2009-07-28T22:50:00.000+08:00

Firstly, i just found out that actually someone is using my name to (what i feel) saying something bad about someone. Sorry, i am totally slow.. I really duno what to say.. i feel so betrayed (LOL), something along that line. ok, today, i actually got a lot of things to do but i dun feel like doing it.
WAit, i now then know that my classmates actually got blog.. sorry, damn slow cause long time never visit blog le.. ya, i really miss my sec sch life, it was a good memory for me. maybe, in JC, i still cannot find similar friends like sec school , thats why so emo. *hahs* actually i am quite talkative though.. duno why going emo again..

have to change the world for a better place to live in. need to see some 'light'. someone enlighten me. oh, recently i borrowed some inspirational books whick my classmates totally make fun of it.

it is damn nice to read.. a lot of ppl dun like to read these kinds of books, a bit like philosophy. haha.. try reading it, it is a good book for me cause i am constantly in depression- my medicine to cure my illness. haha

my grades

2009-07-21T20:42:00.003+08:00

i have long received my results. I am not quite satisfied woth my results but at least for some subjects, i have shown some improvement. there are some bad and good news that i am going in to break it out:

GP-S (which is a fail- i first time fail, so sad)
CHEM-B( a good news, didn't expect will score B, my class only got 7 score B)
CSE-E( bad, 2 more marks, i can get D)
MT-C ( didn't expect i score top(i think) in my chinese class))
Math-B( quite badly done, 2 more marks to A, maths is my best subject..)
physics-D ( i think quite bad, i have put in effort,but at least i pass for the first time.)

class photo

2009-07-08T20:28:00.002+08:00

today, we waited like for 4 hours just to take a few class photos.. so long. i waited till i very tired.. haha, even my friend also waited till not happy.. i hate to take photos since i am young.. i remembered, weirdo right? i dun even know when are some of my pictures being taken by my friends..

michael jackon's death had alarmed almost the whole world, suddenly, people are damn crazy over him. why people treasure one after that person had gone forever? though, i am not a fan of MJ, but quite sad that the world had lost a wonderful, talented person. RIP, MJ.

A level oral coming soon- sad :(

class outing

2009-07-07T15:13:00.002+08:00

ytd, was my second time going for class outing since primary school, really pathetic haha. we went to ECP. i ride bike, eat, walk along the beach and walk three, four times to mac.. damn tired, it seemed like i didn't sit for the whole day. legs ache went i reached home. emo for a while. hahs.
damn stress compared to the serene splashing of the water at the beach. talked a lot to kt..
went home the earliest, cause my parents kept on calling me.

tomorrow i got school, sians, gg stressed up again..

sad

exams are finally over!

2009-07-03T17:11:00.003+08:00

exams are finally over!! after 1 month of hard work, finally MYE has over! i dun think i can even pass all the exams..
*sobs*

recently, my body acting weird.. damn weird, like i can faint anytime. dun wish to do anything..

monday is youth day, and our class is going for a class outing to ECP.. duno want to go a not.. but i think i won't enjoy there. i am very tired, i duno what is my body doing.. blank out suddenly, need to find a support to stand up.. well, actually, this happened to me before. my body is always not in good conditions since i was born. well, i am okay. doctor can't even help me la.
*haha. sound so serious.*

regarding to the class outing trip to ECP, i am still considering.. and need to give a reply by tonight.. sians.

MY PHSICS!

2009-06-16T12:05:00.004+08:00

HOW TO HELP MY PHYSICS? MY PHYSICS IS REALLY NOT GOOD, I SPEND QUITE A LONG TIME TO FIGURE OUT THE WHOLE CHAPTER AGAIN. I STARTED TO TOUCH MY TEN YEAR SERIES ( A TOTALLY NEW BOOK SINCE I BOUGHT IT), THERE ARE LOTS OF QUESTIONS TO DO, MAN.. HOW, I JUST STARTED DYNAMICS.. CHEMISTRY I STOPPED AT ATOMIC STRUCTURE, MATHS AT TRANSFORMATIONS.. REALLY HARD TO FINISH ALL OF THEM.. MAYBE I NEED TO FIND A TUTOR TO TEACH ME PHYSICS AND CHEMISTRY.. MY EXAM MARKS ARE REALLY VERY BAD :(

EXAMS DATES:
29/06/2009 PHYSICS PAPER 1 AND 2

01/07/2009 CHEMISTRY PAPER 1 AND 2

02/07/2009 CHINESE LISTENING COMPREHENSION AND PAPER 1 AND 2

03/07/2009 MATHTHEMATICS

YESTERDAY, I WENT OUT WITH MY FRIENDS--CHARISTA,DAWN, DELPHINA,EE WEI,JESSICA AND XIAOYAN..(despite that i am sick) WE WENT TO SAFRA(NEAR JURONG POINT)-- A JAPANESE FOOD COURT. THE FOOD I ORDERED- PAN DORY FISH QUITE NICE.. I THINK THE FOOD THERE IS QUITE NICE BA, YOU ALL CAN GO AND TRY. AFTER THAT WE WENT TO WATCH 'GHOSTS OF GIRLFRIENDS PAST' QUITE FUNNY AND NICE TOO.. anna came later, i didn't join them for dinner.. sorry :X

I CHANGED BLOG SKIN

2009-06-13T13:07:00.002+08:00

SIan, everyday at home studying, revising.. because MYE are after the Holidays. my blogs very too wordy right? i always take random photos. heard that my class going for a class outing, after MYE. don't wish to go. cause always go to the same places. ya, i changed another blog skin.

what a coincidence!

2009-06-07T08:33:00.003+08:00

Yesterday, when i was window shopping around jp, guess who i saw?? MY SEC
SCHOOL FRIENDS, SOMEMORE, 4 OF THEM!!!--- jy, xy, chariz, jess. heard sf voice
over jy's hp.. so damn 'qiao' la. brought birthday present for ry with suggestions from
my friends, i trust their taste cause mine is totally weird. no one agrees with me!
haha, gg change with blogskins soon.so want to meet up with my sec sch friends leh..
tell me the timing- when you all free! haha :>

mye

2009-06-01T23:17:00.002+08:00

GP EXam is over le. I not confident of passing.. which is why general paper nearly 'kills' all Singaporeans student.. haha. actually, i got passed 2/3 class test before.. so i really hope that i can really scored in that paper as the rest of my subjects are not really good. CSE exam is coming soon, this wednesday.. need to memorise a lot, i must say. need to know the subject very well.. haha. trouble over many things. quite sad actually.. who will help me?

Emo.O-ing??

2009-05-18T20:54:00.002+08:00

Yo! recently these days, my classmates keep on calling me emo.. WHY?? i not sure too. From that time i went out to eat with my PW group, then they said that i Weird weIrd one.. haha cause i walked behind the guys.. Very weird meh? IDK.. is normal, i think so. but from that day onwards, when we are in school, they keep on 'wishing' me that i will stand in front of them.. haha. this is a total situation in school. in school, i will want to be in front.. haha. very weird. maybe i dun like shopping, walking around the mall, then like to stand at the back. so if i stand at the back, dun care about me, i am okay.. my habit. >.<

depression

2009-05-13T20:50:00.002+08:00

Today, i was in a total state of depression.. duno why.. maybe stress up for the PW? but i didn't contribute any ideas. i duno why, i tried to think hard, nothing comes out. what the hell. then what is the use of my brain? am i not concentrating? maybe i should really try thinking points to PW.. if i change the way i do, i will change the things i get, right?

in class, maybe too tired to think for PW, closed my eyes for a while.. my class thought i not feeling well.. haha, i am fine, i need to vent out my stress.. wish to cry but females should stay as strong or even stronger than males.. so i kept my tears away, and do the wall painting. should feel happy again..

but who will make me happy forever? ..........myself ba.....

mid year, exams, syf ??!!!

2009-04-30T23:28:00.002+08:00

arghhh!! SYF coming, almost everyday i have practise in school 3.5 hours. tiring and late when i reach home everyday. i hope these days would go over soon.. need sos!! my back still pain.. haven't alright yet, which is like 9 days already.. slow recovery, recently got serious stomachache, pain till cry, breaking cold sweat, shivering?! ya, it's fine now except my back.. its okay, there is always the bright side of every negative thing. :>

now, i serously hope that we can get at least an silver for SYF.. if nt our effort would be wasted!! just feel that if we didn't get silver, we might cry there.. homeworks and suppplementary are coming!! have to catch up if not i have problems doing MYE. i said that i want to get top 5 in class right? actually that is for MYE, i have to get As for all subjects.. i haven taken a formal exam in JC, MYE will be the first one. haha. JIAYOUS, i can do it.

my blog will be in sleeping mode till my MYE over ba.. haha, RMB to tag me! :)

a bad fall

2009-04-24T18:13:00.003+08:00

I had a really bad fall last tuesday..
dun know why really slipped and fall..
cried,my class thought i was late for school.
haha, i forgive them, they dun know the real story.
it is better for now.. :D

test are really coming.. maybe i should say that MYE is coming..
getting really bad results for my test..
can't believe i can really get single digit.
maybe i should really brush up on my subjects.
go and ask lots of people.. haha,
my classmates are really intelligent!

but i am aiming to get top 5 in class this year..
i can do it!

2009-04-19T11:26:00.005+08:00

Yo! long time never update my blog! busy nowadays.. recently i bought my spectacles.. my degree is twice than before! so serious.. recently i read the newspaper that there are lots (i think is 80%)of students who have learning disabilities- cannot see the board clearly! that is a large percentage! ya, previously my eyesight was as good as before, keep on borrowing notes from my friends even though i sat at the second row in the lecture hall. "to prevent killing interest on certain subjects, students would have to correct their eyesight as soon as possible" by a principal. i agree. i was so scared that my interest on certain subject would die off, so i quickly ask my mum to buy another new spectacles on me!! $120- free lens( which means that i pay $120 just for the frame) so expensive.. due to the huge difference between my left and right eye, i will get dizzy spells if i wearing my new spectacles for too long.. so i think i will be bringing two spectacles to school, in case i really got too dizzy.. haha!

my sis think that i wearing this spectacles look like a business woman...

i think the spectacles is quite nice, besides i want to be a business woman anyway..

hmm, just remember that my CT ask us to write our goals, i written halfway.. next post, will be my goals that really empowers me!

homeworks!

2009-04-13T21:33:00.004+08:00

so much homework.. to do. especially PW.. need to meet the deadline. today went to bugis take some stuffs, so far.. it was a total mistake.. didn't do anything to do.. i kept on saynig that, when i can some of my friends worse than me.. JK.. i just hate last minute work so look like very hardworking? some say so.. see my planner la, so much thing to do.. ya, so i think this is what JC life is about ba.. but quite fun these few months.. class quite fun.. my CT was back from his leave. miss him a lot. haha.. pe was a torture today.. i think i look quite noob.. haha.. duno what i doing also.. tag me!!
and also HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO VERONICA!! we sang birthday song during pe lesson.. so unique.

pictures uploaded

2009-04-04T11:04:00.004+08:00

I feel that these two pictures very beautiful.. agree with me right?

i take this outside jp.. so carefree and pretty. so sunny.

this picture was taken when my sis's friend was in Korea..during winter time..so beautiful.. how i wish i can go there..

the chem test

2009-04-04T10:28:00.005+08:00

Our class during break, before PE lesson,that is Ry's bag, she think that this picture is artistic

In school Ker Jyn and i were chatting about the chem test.. Mr Suresh said to Ker jyn that his mark was interesting(which was before our discussion).. he kept on saying that whether his marks is good or bad.. most probably good. he ask me to look at the class, ask me who will be the top four in chem test. Mr suresh said that the top get 25.5/30!! which is 85%.. so high. the top 5, 4 are boys and 1 girl. sad.. i dun think i can get good marks. even might fail cause teacher said that more than half failed the test.. totally desperate.. ker jyn think that he might even get the top!!My another friendly competitor besides Ry is him..haha need to work hard.. he is secretly damn hardworking. oh, ry recently keep on vomitting.. duno why. take care of your body ok?

busy life, i should say

2009-03-31T22:13:00.001+08:00

lecture seems to be exhausting my brain cells, haha. i should have upload some pictures for my blog.. so plain, i now then realise. maye some time this week.

pe lesson is terrible

2009-03-30T19:05:00.003+08:00

today pe lesson, our class run 8 rounds. so tiring.. i run 21.20 sec, i think. slow coach right? if my sis and brother run, certainly less than 18 minutes.. my stamina so low.sadz, after the run still need to do sit ups, standing board jump, shuttle run.so tired, teacher say it is so relax..haha. today, nobody went to the school library. so weird cause our class always stay back to do hmk.. only me and ry in the library(my class). today chem test so sad, score so badly.. first qn wrong liao which is the easiest.. how can i pass la.. sadz...

2 shorts, 2 shirts and 1 pair of slippers is so miserable....

tests!

2009-03-28T10:27:00.002+08:00

Tests are coming next week.. need to study.. maybe is quite hard.. i duno. but feel that xy got more tests than me.. and more difficult. my school exam questions not sure is quite easy for them a not.. haha. today going to take o cert with valarie.. maybe will go see my cca instructor and juniors ba.. long time did not go to blss.. and see teachers. quite guilty.. :x haha..

are all your homeworks done?

2009-03-22T12:40:00.003+08:00

SHIT! just saw my class blog, i don't know that we need to do the YMCA proposal!! ah, my group didn't need up, and no ideas to do, must we really need to hand up on monday? my maths-biomnial theorem have not done yet!! later, i go and do some.. CSE left 4 questions haven do yet.. holidays going to end, things aren't done yet.. HOW?? later go and do something about it.. should be able to do finish in 1.5 hours times? 1 hour on maths(since the lecturer haven teach finish yet?) and 0.5 on the proposal( a rough one will do). tomorrow, ask my group about their ideas then my idea.. good plan? HAHA, should be since things are done by ME!! haha.. thick skin right.. kinda miss my friends.. sick.

HOmeWoRk

2009-03-21T11:23:00.002+08:00

I tried doing my chapter 3: maclaurin series, so many questions i not sure how to do. i havent learn how to proven them yet.. I didn't try again.. headache. tried to do 11qns this morning.. qn 2 already not sure how to prove.. the next 4-5 qns also not sure.. doing it like did not do anything.. how?? ahahahahaahahaahahahahahahahah!!!!!

SOMEBODY TEACH ME!! maybe monday ask my class..
chemistry left 14 qns!! 7-8 qns not sure.. ytd, that paper got qn that i have done before.. why duno how to do again? does it mean that i really did not understand the concept? need to redo and re-understand chapter 1 again?? HELP!! haha

Holidays?!

2009-03-15T15:57:00.002+08:00

Holidays came liao lor. haha. i got tonnes of homework? erms, actually compare to xiao yan right, i bet she has 10x more homework than me.. sad, when can we meet up to buy the present, our schecule totally clashed.. haha. i kind of envy the poly students, their school have not start yet!! what will they do if their school term starts? actually, i don't think poly is more slack than jc.. here are the reason why:
1st: they have projects to do,tonnes of it, i bet!!
2nd: they have lots of datelines to meet
3rd: some of the courses they choose are also as stressful as jc
4th: their holidays are different from jc? maybe need to come back from school holidays to do...
(i don't what)
5th: don't know what time school starts and end..
6th: --- sounds kind of a lot (poly students,sorry about that, i saying out my opinions)

HEY!!! VERY IMPORTANT IF YOU SEE THIS MESSAGE,PLEASE REPLY/tag me!!

WHEN ARE YOU ALL TAKING YOUR O LEVEL CERTIFIATE? CLASS 4E8!!!!

TELL ME!! CAUSE..
WE CAN MEET UP TOGETHER, TALK ABOUT WHAT IS HAPPENEING ON RECENTLY,
and i kind of miss my secondary school life, teachers and especially you!!

my Class!

2009-03-12T21:16:00.003+08:00

Yo, my class 09s15!! i took maths, chem, physics and H1- china studies in english!! yeah, i think my class is quite active than secondary school man.. 12 guys and 12 girls.. quite a small class? the smallest class i know is only like 13 ppl?! haiz, everyday tutorials, assignments.. they are different things ok? holiday homework-40 questions for chem holiday homework!!

sian ah!! nvm, jc is like that la, if they never work hard how to score in A levels? haha. my school,i heard from my friend that pj got 28 ppl got A for 4H2 subjects, top scholar got 6As and 1B for gp.. my sch not doing quite well in gp, need to brush up..

* feel scared suddenly* haha, chinese A levels oral and listening coming soon in May.. scared.. wish me luck !! :)

meeting xy this sunday to buy Charista birthday present, btw, happy Belated birthdaY, ChArIsTa!! did not see you and all of you(4E8) for the logest time ever!!

in PJC life

2009-03-04T21:25:00.002+08:00

ok, basically fine, the school is fine, frieends are fine and teachers are fine too. just that got a lot of hoework to do, haha, like secondary scool, miss my sec sch and friends liao, haha.
will try to update again in future.

2009-02-07T09:17:00.002+08:00

WOW!! ok, i am in PJC. and the first day of school was like "where sre sll the boonlayians?" haha.. then somehow saw leslie,yingwei at the different OG group.. whew, i thought i was the only one in PJC.. the first day of school, saw a lot of students coming from SCGS, catholic, nan hua, cresent girls, methodist, fairfield, ACS(I) and barker, BPGHS.. they are like so good, why did come to PJC? haha. heard some appealed to go other school like SA,Jurong.. some appealed to come here...
They are very hardworking, always studying and you can never see them without books or newspapers.. so they are freaking hardworking and even cleverer than me, so i also read books and started to revise things again.. teachers in PJC quite good.. I took H2 math,CHem,Physics and H1 china studies in english!! haha.. i hope i can do well.. cause it is pretty scary when you see PJC got around 80 students retain.. damn scarey.. i will work very hard and put in my utmost effort to strive and achieve in JC..
btw, i might not be posting and updating anymore, i need to concentrate on studies.. oh, for those in poly, happy holidays! :)

2009-02-01T09:11:00.004+08:00

I was struggling whether to go JC or POLY after getting my posting results, i got into PJC.. Heard that only a few got in.. sad, friends either go JJC or POLY.. sad.. I am even struggling till now.. Am i really up to the JC standard? Am I really able to cope with the stress? I DoN' t KnoW!! But I will trust myself, and have confidence.. I will work hard and get into University-NUS or NTU?? haha.. Tmr going to report to PJc at 7.30am.. hate to say, PJC really quite far..and kinda remote.. Btw, i appealled for JJC olady.. they will inform me on tuesday latest.. so kinda not sure, what should i wear tomorrow? School Uniform right? if you guys know, tell me.. hehe.. thanks for those who give me suggestions on going to poly or JC.. I have a private battle with myself in my mind, i had made my decision.. THANK YOU!!! :D

2009-01-28T10:04:00.002+08:00

Happy new year!! well, my family didn't really celebrate NY much, we only went to my aunt's house.. haha.. every year is the same.. haha, We eat a lot of goodies and went to Chinese garden after we went to my aunt's house then ate KFC for dinner.. then the whole day watched TV.. haha.. super sian. i finally got my pay on new year eve, going to spend it on textbooks.. haha, spoiled the mood right? but if i go JC, the textbooks surely are expensive.. nvm.. anyway happy Chinese new year!

2009-01-22T23:25:00.002+08:00

Yeah, 2 days and 2 more hours then i no need to work!!!! so good!! haha, i can get my first pay.. sad, work so long then get the first pay, because of this work, i put in work and sacrified my sleeping hours, so damn tiring... eyes swollen today,leg is fime now.. hehe.. i stand till leg numb, so dizzy and tired today.. i work for 2 more days then i no need to work liao, so happy, HaPPy NeW YeAr everyone! :)

2009-01-19T18:02:00.004+08:00

My leg very painful, swollen.. it was like so stupid, cannot walk properly, when my leg looks so fine to me..
this is how it happened, ok, that day i was working 12 hours at my workplace.. standing(even when eating) , after that when i was going home from bl MRT station, i stepped on the yellow 'humps' on the traffic light(outside jp).. then when i stepped on it, my leg receive the shock, damn painful.. the weird thing is i wear shoes(not slippers) and i didn't fall and sprain but why my leg was swollen?? haha, nvm.
today went to see doctor, the whole process was damn painful, leg pain cannot walk and lift up my leg, the room was at second floor..sign.. walk very slowly.. take 2 days mc then go home.. *sians*
duno what to do.. my drama haven't watch finish.. and left 6 more days then i no need to work liao.. haha.. always countdown after i finsh work..
ok, lazy to type le.. bye.

my o levels results

2009-01-15T08:36:00.005+08:00

Damn, my o levels results was like shit.. L1R5-17, L1R4-14.. saddie.. cried in the hall.. unexpected that my sciences all get Bs.. my heart break, totally miss targets.. No A1.. even depressing..my cca got a B3! what the.... My cca was A2 actually, duno why become a B3.. cao ji bu shuang.. miss chong even comforted me.. i feel that i totally let down my teachers and parents. I nowhere no go.. no jc to go to.. i am trying for jj.. what school and courses are you all trying to go, tell me.. i am registrating tomorrow.. Tell me, sms me, whatever.. oh, btw, congrats to all those who have gotten good results.. no time olady, need to work..12 hours a day.. saddies..
thanks xy for being there all the time. thanks :)

Photo Exibition

2009-01-11T09:43:00.002+08:00

Yesterday, i got my edusave award. i saw some of my classmates getting scholarship and bursary too. Tomorrow we are getting our results, soo scared. I scared that it would be very bad..bad feeling about this. scared i cry, scared that i let everyone down.. nvm, dun think so much, it had really been confirmed. Just all the best to all of you and me! Ytd, i saw a photo exibition going on in the library. took some pictures, all taken from Japan. even the phtographer is also a Japanese! Good LucK! :D

Getting O levels on Monday.

2009-01-10T08:39:00.002+08:00

Heard from my friends that we are taking our results on Monday! so excited and very scared too! Erms, i not sure of the time cause i didn't see the news on that day. i very blur.. haha. Hope that everyone would get good results.. and i hope that i get my targeted results.( actually, my targeted results quite high, duno i can reach a not..) Good luck! :) Sincerely bless all of you!

The Poly Open House

2009-01-09T09:26:00.002+08:00

Ytd, i went to the SP and NP open house with xy and val.. The campus is so big, we duno where to go.. People in SP are more friendier,more appoachable and nice.. Some of their lecturers are kind and friendly.. So many courses to choose from.. i still not sure which course should I choose.. Compared to NP, the facilities and buildings there are not so beautiful, maybe because they haven repaint it for a long time...? We got some goodies bags and walk around the whole campus.. They have 6 foodcourts in SP. haha. We saw CHEN BANG JUN and ADRIAN PANG at the SP open house.. Chen bang jun is tall( i think around 184-186cm).. Around 3, we reached NP.. the school is so 'colourful' and beautiful.. But there is a very steep slope to NP- school of business and design.. (school of design is much more steeper, still have a long steps of stairs) We climbed till very tired.. go there take goodies bags. haha. NP is quite far from MRT station.. If go NP, everyday need to cross the overhead bridge.. Can exercise everyday. Both schools have lots of stairs.. can enter the 'Most Staircase in Poly' competiton. haha... just kidding. Walked till very sian, then go home. The people there in NP are colder, probably because we come late.. they seem to have no energy to talk.. Then i need to work after that, then we left after half an hour.. i carry the goodies bags to my workplace.. so heavy. HaHA.
Sorry, i didn't mean to say something bad about the two schools.. Apologies.

Getting my Edusave Merit Bursary..

2009-01-07T11:04:00.003+08:00

I am getting my award very soon on 10 Jan.. with my sis and bro.. this is the first time that my sis and bro with me taking this award together.. kinda will take pictures to remember that point of time. My sister getting edusave scholarship- $500.. i think. Double of what i getting.. soo good. haiz, my class got a lot of people scored much better than me, therefore getting scholarship is no problem.. Should feel happy that i get bursary.. haha :) Well, later working again, but working with xy for 2 hours. So happy.. cause we two never work together from the first day of work. Haha. kinda miss my friends. How about we celebrate after getting O levels results?? Trying to link more ppl..

Going to SG poly open house..

2009-01-06T10:01:00.006+08:00

We are going to SG poly open house on 8 Jan... who is interested? like no one going leh.. not sure how is the programmes about.. still wondering to go NP or SP open house. most likely would go SP ba.. not sure:P Sianz, today work from evening till night.. Argh, still pondering whether to go JC or Poly... help! Emo-ing now.

Picture taken when i was in the MRT train

Emo picture when I at home..

Maybe i can be a photographer when i grow up.. take emo pictures ba.. haha :)

BORED!

2009-01-05T10:27:00.002+08:00

Should i say i am kind of boring?? Cooped at home doing nothing.. later might go out to jp to buy CNY clothes ba.. quite late huh? Ytd, i feel like i didn't sleep well.. got panda eyes... whole face like very yellowish?! duno la.. seems it appears to be. sianz, anyone, can telll me where there is fun place to shop and eat? i kinda cooped up in my house. hehe..
Today, no work.. can rest. LOL, heard that my friends there work 9 hours a day.. yet i just done 5 hours, complaining already.. AT workplace, i didn't really talk, my face was so stressed out that no one talk to me.. duno what to talk about.. no topic to talk on. standing there, talking to myself. haha.

2009-01-04T17:56:00.000+08:00

erms. think that my blog is so empty, so i just put up a picture on my bloggie.. this picture was taken in my class, in my school class T-shirt!! quite late to put up this picture up huh?

2009-01-04T17:42:00.001+08:00

Today so tired... working for 5 hours without sitting.. saddies.. when can i stop work?? O levels result coming out soon.. scared. I don't think I can even REaCH my TARgETs. just for all the Best for my results lor.. lol. good luck to you all out there.